I, I've been lonelyAnd I, I've been blindAnd I,. I've learned nothingSo my hands are firmly tiedTo the sinking leadweightof failure
I've worked hard all my lifeMoney slips through my handsMy face in the mirror tells meIt's no surprise that I amPushing the stone up the hillof failure
They tempt me with violenceThey punish me with idealsAnd they crush me with an image of mylife that's nothing but unrealExcept on the goddamned slaveshipof failure
I'll drown here tryingto get up for some airBut each time I think I breatheI'm laid on with a double shareof the punishing burdenof failure
I don't deserve to be down hereBut I'll never leaveAnd I've learned one thingYou can't escape the beastIn the null and void pitof failure
When I get my hands on some moneyI'll kiss its green skinAnd I'll ask its dirty face"Where the hell have you been?""I am the fuel that fires the enginesof failure."
and I'll be old and broken downand I'll forget who and where I amI'll be senile or forgottenBut I'll remember and understandYou can bank your hard-earned moneyon failure
I saw my father cryingI saw my mother break her handOn a wall that wouldn't weepBut that certainly held inThe mechanical moans of a dying manWho was a failure
My back hurts me when I bendcause I carry a loadMy brain hurts me like a knife-holeBecause I've yet to be shownHow to pull myself out fromThe sucking quicksandof failure
Some people lie in hellMany bastards succeedBut I. I've learned nothingI can't even elegantly bleedOut the poison bloodof failure

I see it all

you threw me away at mine

so the word's been said

you're already dead

I have trained
for a long time
to become a
dreamnaut

I have

eaten
the roots

drunk
the potions

read
the forbidden manuals

tried
every venom,
every poison

I became
a dreamnaut

and,
tonight,

my dreams
have shown me
Have torn all that was
good in me
to bloody little shreds

tonight
I have witnessed
agony, what was left turning brittle
and the most unholy hexen
flaying me into a spiral of black dust

and i learn Hatred

When silence falls

And light remains

And time is born

Beneath the sun

I'll hide your name.

Inside a word

And paint your eyes

With false perception

And I feel your mind

In everything

And every breath

Destroys a sound.

And I will follow

A false sensation.

And I'll always believe.

Your blood promise

And every breath.

I stole from you

And I never will see

Your perfect body

And you never have spoken

An unclear word

And I'll never betray

Your blood promise.

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cuando el silencio cae

y permanece la luz

y el tiempo nace

tras el sol

esconderé tu nombre.

dentro de una palabra

y pintaré tus ojos

de falsa percepción

y siento tu mente

en todo

y cada aliento

destruye un sonido

y seguiré

una sensación falsa

y siempre creeré

en tu juramento de sangre

y cada aliento.

que te robé

y nunca veré

tu cuerpo perfecto

y nunca has dicho

una palabra que no fuera clara

y yo nunca traicionaré

tu juramento de sangre

put your knife in me

and

maybe

i'll have mercy on me